debbiedoll

A worthless day, no energy left. Have nothing to write about, it´s just emty, so fucking emty. Is it my hangover who´s speaking? I need new inspiration, new music. A new life?
Maby Paris will do it, a grey Paris on Valentines day, all alone.
I never cared about valentines day, why do I feel so depressed now?
Everything thats worth mentioning about valentines day and friday the thirteenth has already been said.
So lets get a smoke and hope for better times.
Xo Xo Debbie Doll

A incident from yesterday got me thinking. Since im so used to Nia´s looks and way to dress im never analyze it. But as we were waiting for the bus to take us to GB´s and buy beer, two girls from the class joined us. One of the girls was wearing a hat, and the other girl made a joke by grabbing her hat and ruffled her hair saying "Hey you wanna have a Tina hair hairstyle".

I wonder, do they think Nia has ugly hair or what?
But who cares, aslong as Nia likes her hairstyle its cool.

Now I gonna read Carolina Gynnings blog and have a smoke...

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

I just noticed that I might be a bit home sick, or nationality confused I don´t know yet whats wrong with me. Maby im spending to much time with foringers. I pretty fast started to think in english and now even my dreams are filled with english words. It´s like im some kind of freak without nationality, everybody else here has people from their countries but I dont so I can only communicate in english. And the answers I get from theese foringers can hardly be described as english.

But I figured out a way to feel like a Swede for a bit:

Hanging on msn, or write a textmessage home.

I beg my two finnish girls to try to say a sentence in swedish (apparentley the have to learn swedish in Finland).

I listen to swedish punk for a while and sing (yell) my lungs out.

I snuggle a bit in my IKEA beddings.

I read Aftonbladet online.

It kinda helping me to not feel so confused. So if you are in the same boat as me, try my tricks I promise it will help! Anyone have more tips?

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

So to night there´s gonna be some kind of housewarming party in Residentie De Corona (my house).
Maby I shall buy some corona beers, or maby not since they taste like pee....
Gonna try to take it easy with the alcohol since we have class at 9am tomorrow.
But dont think im gonna manage that, im always failing to drink carefull.
Have to look for a mailbox today, wrote three letters yesterday to grandpa, grandma and Olloll Rutan.

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Im so fucking glad. Were going to netherlands for 2 weeks! Can you have any more luck?!?
Its a intensive programme: A better tomorrow in apeldoorn-netherlands.
Its gonna be students and professors attending from Lithuania, Poland, Finland among others. We are gonna discuss citizenship, social cohesion and glocalism. Such an oppurtunity  AND ITS FOR FREE!!
Only bad thing is that its from 30/3 til 10/4 and Johanna and Emelie are coming to Kortrijk 9/4. But it will work out I hope.
And another great thing is the creative expression course will be held in a Belgian city or village i dont know anyway its called Destelheide during 4 days.

Im gonna see a lot of the world during my 5 months as a erasmus student!

Dont get me wrong I love snow I really do, but when its been snowing 70 cm in three days its fucking enough!
Cant look outside my windows because of the snow, cant open my door because of the snow, cant cross the street because of the snow....enough is enough!
By the way, leavin a two year old babysittin for a 24 year old is not a very good idea

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Yeah well I can´t help myself, I just have to show you my bargains from yesterday. I feel just like those fashion bloggers, but what the hell this is our blog and we do what ever we want. So here comes pics of my belt and t-shirt: € 15

      

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Today there´s been a beautiful spring weather, me and Nia took a long walk around Kortrijk. We just coulden´t stop walking around and explore the surroundings, think we walked around and photographed about two hours. Took some pic´s on our room, kitchen and bathroom so you all can see how were living here. Think that walk was good for us who been living on kebab, french fries, beer, chocolat and cigarettes. Starting too feel more and more at home. Not much home sickness, but today we missed Carso a lot. Just wanted to have her here exploring Belgium with us.

         


       


   
-I could live here                                                   

   


  

-De Corona, suiteble name for our house

  

-The entire house can here you take a dump, good luck rectum

  

-Not a nice shower if youre klaustrophobic



Yeah as you see it´s all white and grey. Kind of depressing, feels like a hospital...

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Some of the girls are going to the city and the laundrymachines. I freaked out when I first noticed that they dont have laundrymachines in their houses here. You have to take all your dirty laundry to the city, on the bus. Kind of disgusting, weird and annoying. So I stayed in bed, think I have to clean my room, a lot of dirt from my boots all over the room. I avoid stepping on the floor unless I have two pair of socks on. Yeah I am a messy, dirty girl- get used to it.
And fuck my corridor friends who took my toiletpaper and didn´t bring any new. But I was lucky because I saw it in time, no harm then.

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Yeah so last night was ok, Aina a.k.a Tequila girl turned 22. It was crowded at her place, but fun mingeling around. She had the nicest christmastree which I intend to steel pretty soon. And as usual she offered tequila, and when we were out of tequila the bottle of turkish pepper came along.

Today me Outi and Riikka went to a mall outside Kortrijk to wistit my beloved HM, but it was a big dissapointment. They just had the ugly old persons clothes. But I did find a skull belt and a superhero t shirt at another store for just 15 euro althogether.

The greatest thing though- we tasted Belgian waffles, and it was delicious. I´ve always thought they must be overrated, but NO! They are just as good as people says, if not better!

   
-Christmas beer tree                                          -Ana and Tequila girl


-Lovely waffle

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Well I realised I should have bought that dictionary. I bought a leffe beer at GB´s (supermarket) and thought it was cherry flavoured, but no -according to the online dutch dictionary Kerstbier means christmas beer. Who´s the stupid now. But the beer is tasty so I don´t mind. The pre party att big brother house doesnt start till 22pm, we think its way to late so we are starting earlier. Hope thoose foeigners will learn some manners soon.

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Been a very intense week with all new impressions and long schooldays. But now ist finally friday and time for some party. Tomorrow will be spent in bed. Only wish I had an movie to watch or a book to read, im defenetly not gonna read my dutch book.

Peace out Debbie Doll

Well there hasen´t been much time for blogging yet, but now im free for the rest of the evening so i thought i´ll give you all an update. My flight to Bryssels went very smoothly and so did the trainride, I discovered that Belgium men are very polite and helpful. I didn´t need to drag my 20 kilo bag around myself, everyone offered to help me, on and off trains and they showed me where I should go and which time the train should take off and from where.
When I arrived in Kortrijk a man from the school named Jean-Paul picked me up, drove me around the town a bit and showed me the school. And he also took me and three other girls for a tour in the city and bought us some beers and gave us a ride home. Such a gentle man.

On saturday there were a party in big brother house, nice but not that exciting. Pretty lame drinkers but I´ll teach them.
Atleast the two finnish girls Outi and Riikka knows how to party! Nordic girls are born with a partyhat on it seems.

Yeah well now I have to learn how to count in Dutch....



Debbie Doll and Jean-Paul



Outi, Debbie Doll and Riikka


Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Went to a basketgame last night and that got me thinking, how much peer pressure is it in their showers?
There are some really big and tall black american guys and if black guys are as well equipt as its said, imagine the size of their basketball dicks!
Poor swedish 20 something guys whom have to take a shower with them, guess they will have scars for life

Xo Xo Debbie Doll 

So now Tina is setteling down in Belgium/Kortrijk for 5 months. Internet is finally working, so I think I have to update you all. But not right now because I think im coming down with a feever. Not so convinient. Just want you all to know that the Kortrijk life is working out well, a lot of nice people but we have a crammed schedule for the next three weeks. Today our dutchclass started, kind of hard but it´ll come to a sense later on I think. I´ll upload some pics for yah all later!

xo xo Debbie Doll

This is the third day when its too cold to be outside, its minus 23 degrees!
Im so so bored, have nothing to do besides studying and that I dont like so I wont do it.
Thank good for Therese who left all of her DVDs for me to watch

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Sorry but the weekend was a mess with parties, fuckable people and moving.
Think Ill have to take it easy for a while now, this week might have been some kind
of record...think it ended up with four people before Sunday.
Wasnt the only one though..haha say it with a K

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

This new life Im startin is gettin kind of complicated, not as easy as I thought to be datin more than one.
Something that is weird though is that bouncers in Östersund seem to have a thing (or a club) for gettin women pregnant without havin a relation with them. Jo and myself have been datin two bouncers and both of them have three kids with three different women, what the fuck like, I mean whats the deal? Who is stupid enough to have kids with someone who obviously cant take his responsibility? The world is a weird place.....
By the way, last night we all got lucky

Xo Xo Debbie Doll