Feeling bulimic

Been throwin up all night and half the day, fucking disgusting. Been wondering though why it feels so good
to throw up after eating or when you are anxiety-ridden but its the worst thing ever when you have a gastric catarrh?
Guess its all about the control.



Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Im in love

As we all know I have never been in love and as we also know we do think that something is wrong with me.
I can hereby tell you all that I am in love and cant wait to get this man into bed. I bet he is the best shag ever.

Have u ever seen a more gorgeous man?
 

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Just woke up...

OMG just woke up, guess the tripp was harder then i thought.
Hard to understand how much snow there is in Sweden right now, how is Carso and little Shark gonna make it. They must be drowning in all that snow.
I really need a shower now, but they are all taken. Don´t wanna show up at Tequila girl´s all smelly and stuff.
And Mikaela don´t  worry girl, Nia is getting really good at taking care of her self and is amazingly careful now a days.
 
Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Upon request

I know its hard for you outside Östersund and Sweden to realize how much snow it can be in one place but I will now show you some pics of the mess.
The shark is a very smart dog, he has been hiding under the covers all day. The snow is too deep, too cold and its fucking everywhere not the best situation for someone that small hahaha
By the way, you can have very good sex on painkillers, beer and the ex boyfriends wonderful cock, not that I have tried it I have just heard about it.....

Try to get into this house 

Xo Xo Debbie Doll


Ive got a rat

Dont know whats so hard to understand about me being invalidos, but somehow Ive got myself a little rat today, no sorry a little dog. The shark (name of the dog) is in the middle of a divorce situation so he has moved in with me, dont get fooled by the name though, he is tiny. After a few fights about whos in charge we are finally friends and Im kind of startin to like the little rat...dog.
This dog is like kids, they are cute when they are a sleep and when they do, they are fuckin cute.


Xo Xo Debbie Doll


Processing

Arrived "home" a couple of hours ago. My mind is spinning, been three hecitic days. Firts we went to a city called Breda in Holland, was a big carneval a lot of crazy people in crazy costumes. I wanted to dress up to, I love masquerades. Then we went to Utricht and in the night Amsterdam waited for us to take us out for a ride. Spent yesterday there too and to day we wen´t to Haag and Rotterdam. A lot of walking, my entire body hurts. So Im going to sleep soon.
Tomorrow were having a potluck supper so I need some rest.


Nia, Dorina and Ana  (pic from Outi)

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Wanna screw your car?

Was looking at this documentary last night about men who cant get laid so they sleep with their cars instead (!!!???)
seriously, how the hell does mankind work, or not work?
At night when they thought the cameracrew was sleepin they went out to their cars and jerked off on them...haha jesus christ the world is going down.
One of the men he felt sorry for his car if he just shagged her so he always kissed and stroked her before doing her....wow its amazing he must be such a good guy and im sure his car is really thankful to him for not using her. (!!)

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

No wonder kids dont eat

Was babysitting Carsos sisters kids today. Took Budda on a stroll down town Krokom and had coffee with the locals very nice day until we collected Wille from cresche and got stuck in a very deep snowhole and couldnt get up.
Eventually after diggin myself out we took the sled down the hill, awesome!
To all of ya parents whom are wondering why your kids dont eat, try their food and you will see why. Its fucking disgusting  no wonder they wont eat it. Gave the kids icecram instead, that they ate hahaha

Exsex is good we like it a lot all of us

Xo Xo Debbie Doll


Is 50 the new 15?

After spending the weekend at Carsos mums house I cant help asking if 50 is the new 15? Try to spend an hour with two newly in love middle aged people...well Im tellin you its like seein two newly in love 15 year old virgins whom just discovered sex. All G and H were talking about was how often they had sex, when they are havin sex the next time, how boring Gs daughter is (shes not drinking) and how often do I get laid now days and with whom!!!!! Dont get me started on their use and behavior when they have been drinking and that goes for all people over 50
And parents call us alcoholics and sexaddicts!!!???
Im sure, 50 is absolutly the new 15. I suppose its the age thing that freaks them out, although its kind of pathetic

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Tickeling

Nia´s getting a bit worried, sha has a tickeling feeling in her throat and a bit of an cough. Hope she is´nt getting ill.
Outi and Riika has been ill so it is a big possibillity...
Fuck I have to help her with the laundry, so off to the city. Hate this shit, but Nia hates it even more. She tried to make me do all laundry by my self, she threaten me, said that I wasnt welcome on the midterm tripp if I didn´t obey.

But luckily I have some dirt on her, moahahaha

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Midterm tripp

So as you might know we have one week midterm break now, so 11 of us have planned a trip for four days.
So on monday we go to Breda in the morning, afternoon its Utrecht and spend the night in Amsterdam and the entire second day will be spent there also.

The third day are we going to La Haya and the afternoon to Rotterdam.

The last day will be spent in Luxembourogh.

Looking forward, gonna be a hard couple of days, but as long Nia and I get som coffeine and cigaretts we´ll be fine.

Xo Xo Debbie Doll




Bored

So now Ive been on the sofa for three days, no alcohol, no friends, no party, no fun
Im bored so so so bored please shoot me.
The buzz from the painkillers isnt enough to amuse me anymore so I have nothing to do besides
watching tv and movies and that is boring as well now.
Please entertain me

PS Got a new love, Tommy Johnson, basketplayer gosh he is hot

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Did I do the exam?

Its not a very good idea to do an exam when you have been taking all these drugs the doc gave me.
My head was spinning around, couldnt focus and Im sure the examguard thought I was drunk (couldnt talk properly) Now I dont really remember what I wrote and if I was writing about the correct subject.
Well its done and I can look forward to a weekend without any schoolwork.
Basketball tonigh, will try to pull the hot center

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

High on painkillers

Been studying on painkillers and that is not easy, trust me. Been writing like one word every 5th minute...my brain is not working what so ever. Really worried about the test tomorrow, will be interesting though to se what kind of crap Ill write hahaha. Em, D and O have been laughin their asses off over me, Im acting all drunk and weird and couldnt focus at all on the book we where supposed to read. Thanks girls for your help, couldnt have done it without you
Wish me luck on the exam tomorrow

Xo Xo Debbie Doll


Romance at the hospital

Surgery day turned out to be a very sexy and stoned day, not too bad at all.
Started out with the sexy anaesthetist, whom gave me morphine in the drain, can easily understand
why people get hooked on that drug, its wonderful.
Then I got to meet the surgeon, very hot and very nice I think though that Ive had sex with him. Recognize him from somewhere and I think its from a drunken night out.
Had a good sleep and a good surgery and no pain in my knee, could be because of the drugs though.
Got this cute male nurce taking care of me and I think he was tryin to pull, he was really friendly and
wanted to hold my hand the entire time. When I had been tripping enough it was time to go home so I asked for
a present since I had been such a good girl without my mum and all, got a little dog.
Dont know what he was thinking though when he was putting on my band-aid, he wanted to put on a white one, I of course said no to that and wanted a coloured one. Then he tried to put a red one on, but hey I was wearing a pink shirt so that didnt match so I had him looking for a purple one and voila I got my wish.
Well, have to go Em and myself are going to pimp my crutches some more.
My cute purple band-aid
    Pimped crutch
 One sore and swollen knee

Xo Xo Debbie Doll


Fablesse for Cherry

Nia´s getting adicted, adicted to cherry. Everything she drinks and eats is cherry flavoured. Good thing we are in Belgium here you can find everything in cherry flavour.

For you who wonder, Carso survived the surgery. Hoping for a update later from her. Nor I have to run to the bus and go to fucking cityhall!

Xo Xo Debbie Doll



City hall

Today were going to cityhall the whole class to do a presentation. Booring, hope it´s a lot of free wine and food. Party tonight, and Brugge tomorrow. Guess I have to party all night otherwise I will miss the buss at 8.20.

Nia and I are thinking of Carso who´s going thru surgery today. Hope everything goes well.

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

KUK

After the last exam we went to the city, me, Nia, Outi and Riikka. Nia found this really hot leather jacket- real leather no fake here, it was under €80 like a real bargain. Then we found this great shop, like HM but with the prices HM used to have before they went all success and international, a shop to die for and you don´t have to worry about the syndrome you know-"every one in Sweden are gonna have the same clothes as I". Nia found this mega ugly sunshines, disgusting green with sparkles it´s like handen in handsken. But the best part, we went to this pub- den Trapp. And a fucking handen in handsken place. Rock ´n roll, great music, interior and people, and not only did Nia (ofcourse) love it even I did, and the two finnish girls said this is the place to be. So den Trapp is the scheisse! And amazing thing, the toilets was as it should be scribbled with band names etc. And some people had scribbled the name " DIE TOTEN HOSEN- as you people who attended to the october fest have to remember. EIN KLEINE JÄGERMEISTER...... (I apologize for the caps lock writing im a bit drunk) Xo Xo Debbie Trappen Dol

KUK

After the last exam we went to the city, me, Nia, Outi and Riikka. Nia found this really hot leather jacket- real leather no fake here, it was under €80 like a real bargain. Then we found this great shop, like HM but with the prices HM used to have before they went all success and international, a shop to die for and you don´t have to worry about the syndrome you know-"every one in Sweden are gonna have the same clothes as I". Nia found this mega ugly sunshines, disgusting green with sparkles it´s like handen in handsken. But the best part, we went to this pub- den Trapp. And a fucking handen in handsken place. Rock ´n roll, great music, interior and people, and not only did Nia (ofcourse) love it even I did, and the two finnish girls said this is the place to be. So den Trapp is the scheisse! And amazing thing, the toilets was as it should be scribbled with band names etc. And some people had scribbled the name " DIE TOTEN HOSEN- as you people who attended to the october fest have to remember. EIN KLEINE JÄGERMEISTER...... (I apologize for the caps lock writing im a bit drunk) Xo Xo Debbie Trappen Dol

Adventures in Kortrijk

After the last exam we went to the city, me, Nia, Outi and Riikka. Nia found this really hot leather jacket- real leather no fake here, it was under €80 like a real bargain. Then we found this great shop, like HM but with the prices HM used to have before they went all success and international, a shop to die for and you don´t have to worry about the syndrome you know-"every one in Sweden are gonna have the same clothes as I". Nia found this mega ugly sunshines, disgusting green with sparkles it´s like handen in handsken.

But the best part, we went to this pub- den Trapp. And a fucking handen in handsken place. Rock ´n roll, great music, interior and people, and not only did Nia (ofcourse) love it even I did, and the two finnish girls said this is the place to be.
So den Trapp is the scheisse!

And amazing thing, the toilets was as it should be scribbled with band names etc. And some people had scribbled the name " DIE TOTEN HOSEN- as you people who attended to the october fest have to remember. EIN KLEINE JÄGERMEISTER......

(I apologize for the caps lock writing im a bit drunk)

Xo Xo Debbie Trappen Dol

Dinner at Ollolls

Wednesdays are "dinner with granny day"  so tonight we cooked potato and onion soup, tasted delicious.
Paid her bills and had a good time as usual.
The girls are going out tonight but I cant join them since I have to get up at 6 am for the fucking surgery, still havent figured out how Ill be able to study and do my exam on friday. Will probably be trippin on painkillers and write the most weird exam ever, hope it will at least have something to do with the subject haha. Well if I fail Ill have to do it again and that I dont want but as we say in Sweden: Den dagen den sorgen!
Keep your fingers cross for me tomorrow morning

XoXo Debbie Doll

60 questions done

I wish! Well Carso has done a few of them and is struggeling with the rest of them. Have to say that I couldnt care less about Comte, Durkheim and Webers theories they all suck
Tomorrow is surgery day, Carso has to get her knee fixed and hopefully we are talking two surgeries but if not there will be another one as well...Im tellin you guys Twister is dangerous and I was sober!
Thought I was doin the ex tonight but no..

Xo Xo Debbie Doll


First part done...

Well so Nia have done her oral exam. Think she passed atleast, wish it would be a completely different kind of oral exam I think you know what I mean. Then she would easily get an A. We are a big fan of oral pleasures.

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Getting lucky!?

What is luck and how do you get lucky? Is sex the only way to get lucky or can you in fact get lucky just by living yout life?
I doubt it, you can try so hard to get a life and be happy and satisfied but are we just fooling ourselves?
Maybe it isnt such a thing as being lucky or getting lucky maybe its just our a way to excuse our choices of life?
Either by having loads of sex and orgasms or by telling yourself you are happy with yourself and your life.
I dont know and frankly my dear I dont give a damn

Xo Xo Debbie Doll


Baby think twice

A very good advise since its not all good to be the one tellin the true...
You know when you are trying to play it doubble its not very good if they all can see what you are doing, thinking and feeling. Its also not very good if they get things the wrong way, but hey thats life sometimes you  will always bee the one playin and doin things the wrong way. Guess my parents gave up on me, cant blame them I have also given up on me´, at least the idea of me getting serious.
Today though I would like to send a very big thank you to the ex and I would also like to send a very big
kick on the cock to the lovely teacher A..

Xo Xo Debbie Doll


Remember this old guy?


When Nia and Mallan went down to the cellar to drag in the old christmastree (the day befor christmas ofcourse) they found this dude. Does enyone remember Furbee? Mallan got him on her birthday ages ago when Nia and Mallan were little kids. Hi´s still functioning, talking toddlers language and dances around.

Funny old guy, but annoying after a while, thank god he has a off button, why doesen´t everyone have thoose?

Xo Xo Debbie Doll




Valintine´s day in Paris

Can´t find words for how amazing Paris is. The hole day were greate, the sun were shining and the birds were singing. Walked around in Paris for nine hours, so you can imagine how sore our feets were.
Here comes some picture:

    
-The thinker by Rodin                                -Moulin rouge, the place to be

   
-Eiffel tower                                                -Sacreceur

   
-Louvren (jealous Vulgo?)                              -Notre Dame

       

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

A drunken night at the dorm

When Nia lived in Sweden she lived in a studentapartment (tiny and worn out) but it wasnt a real dorm and now Johanna is living in a real student dorm. So thats where we are all hanging now since Emelie and Liisa are back in town havin drunken nights with waterpipes and breakdancing.
Jo and myself are doin a study to see if you can say anything about peoples nationalities just by having sex with them, Jo is really good at this and managed to take two more countries down this weekend. We are doing pretty good though and have about 10 countries on our list so far, the thing is tough that we have decided to screw at least two people from each country to get a good picture like...well Ill keep u posted.

Xo Xo Debbie Doll


Trying to plan a trip

Met at school this afternoon, tried to plan a trip over mid-term break. A hard task when theres 15 persons with 15 different wills. Thought about Liverpool, but too expencive living, the ticket cost only €20. Some people wanted to go to spain, but the weather there is to could right now. And France feels kind of I don´t know, boring maby.

Should have planned this trip earlier, hard to fin cheap tickets now. But were thinking of renting the schools bus and drive around in Holland or Germany. I don´t really care where we go, as long as we go somewhere. And party as hell.

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Different shades of grey

A worthless day, no energy left. Have nothing to write about, it´s just emty, so fucking emty. Is it my hangover who´s speaking? I need new inspiration, new music. A new life?
Maby Paris will do it, a grey Paris on Valentines day, all alone.
I never cared about valentines day, why do I feel so depressed now?
Everything thats worth mentioning about valentines day and friday the thirteenth has already been said.
So lets get a smoke and hope for better times.
Xo Xo Debbie Doll

What?





My cigarettes has been invaded by a lawnmowing man!
Do they wanna warn me about getting burned out?

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Does Nia look weird?

A incident from yesterday got me thinking. Since im so used to Nia´s looks and way to dress im never analyze it. But as we were waiting for the bus to take us to GB´s and buy beer, two girls from the class joined us. One of the girls was wearing a hat, and the other girl made a joke by grabbing her hat and ruffled her hair saying "Hey you wanna have a Tina hair hairstyle".

I wonder, do they think Nia has ugly hair or what?
But who cares, aslong as Nia likes her hairstyle its cool.

Now I gonna read Carolina Gynnings blog and have a smoke...

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Things I do to feel like a Swede

I just noticed that I might be a bit home sick, or nationality confused I don´t know yet whats wrong with me. Maby im spending to much time with foringers. I pretty fast started to think in english and now even my dreams are filled with english words. It´s like im some kind of freak without nationality, everybody else here has people from their countries but I dont so I can only communicate in english. And the answers I get from theese foringers can hardly be described as english.

But I figured out a way to feel like a Swede for a bit:

Hanging on msn, or write a textmessage home.

I beg my two finnish girls to try to say a sentence in swedish (apparentley the have to learn swedish in Finland).

I listen to swedish punk for a while and sing (yell) my lungs out.

I snuggle a bit in my IKEA beddings.

I read Aftonbladet online.

It kinda helping me to not feel so confused. So if you are in the same boat as me, try my tricks I promise it will help! Anyone have more tips?

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

This is my breakfast/lunch



Just woke up, missed the first class, ooops. Now im sitting here and enjoying my dear caramel waffels, one of the best inventions ever. So delicious the almost melt in your mouth.

Last nigt was a lot of fun, a lot of people and a lot of drinking. Finally I got the right beer at the supermarket. So I drank cherrybeer all night. And to night theres a nother party. Seems like we dont have any other intrests here at katho then being drunk, suits me well I have to admit.

Me and Aina the tequlia girl are planning to take a trip during mid-term break hope more people will join us, gonna be a lot of fun! Heres som pics from last night:

 
-sweet                                             -Russian girl Tanja (neighbour)

 
-The two guys are also neighbour         -People


Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Housewarming party

So to night there´s gonna be some kind of housewarming party in Residentie De Corona (my house).
Maby I shall buy some corona beers, or maby not since they taste like pee....
Gonna try to take it easy with the alcohol since we have class at 9am tomorrow.
But dont think im gonna manage that, im always failing to drink carefull.
Have to look for a mailbox today, wrote three letters yesterday to grandpa, grandma and Olloll Rutan.

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Cuz im going to Netherlands

Im so fucking glad. Were going to netherlands for 2 weeks! Can you have any more luck?!?
Its a intensive programme: A better tomorrow in apeldoorn-netherlands.
Its gonna be students and professors attending from Lithuania, Poland, Finland among others. We are gonna discuss citizenship, social cohesion and glocalism. Such an oppurtunity  AND ITS FOR FREE!!
Only bad thing is that its from 30/3 til 10/4 and Johanna and Emelie are coming to Kortrijk 9/4. But it will work out I hope.
And another great thing is the creative expression course will be held in a Belgian city or village i dont know anyway its called Destelheide during 4 days.

Im gonna see a lot of the world during my 5 months as a erasmus student!

Damn snow!

Dont get me wrong I love snow I really do, but when its been snowing 70 cm in three days its fucking enough!
Cant look outside my windows because of the snow, cant open my door because of the snow, cant cross the street because of the snow....enough is enough!
By the way, leavin a two year old babysittin for a 24 year old is not a very good idea

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Can´t help myself

Yeah well I can´t help myself, I just have to show you my bargains from yesterday. I feel just like those fashion bloggers, but what the hell this is our blog and we do what ever we want. So here comes pics of my belt and t-shirt: € 15

      

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

A walk around Kortrij

Today there´s been a beautiful spring weather, me and Nia took a long walk around Kortrijk. We just coulden´t stop walking around and explore the surroundings, think we walked around and photographed about two hours. Took some pic´s on our room, kitchen and bathroom so you all can see how were living here. Think that walk was good for us who been living on kebab, french fries, beer, chocolat and cigarettes. Starting too feel more and more at home. Not much home sickness, but today we missed Carso a lot. Just wanted to have her here exploring Belgium with us.

         


       


   
-I could live here                                                   

   


  

-De Corona, suiteble name for our house

  

-The entire house can here you take a dump, good luck rectum

  

-Not a nice shower if youre klaustrophobic



Yeah as you see it´s all white and grey. Kind of depressing, feels like a hospital...

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Laundry

Some of the girls are going to the city and the laundrymachines. I freaked out when I first noticed that they dont have laundrymachines in their houses here. You have to take all your dirty laundry to the city, on the bus. Kind of disgusting, weird and annoying. So I stayed in bed, think I have to clean my room, a lot of dirt from my boots all over the room. I avoid stepping on the floor unless I have two pair of socks on. Yeah I am a messy, dirty girl- get used to it.
And fuck my corridor friends who took my toiletpaper and didn´t bring any new. But I was lucky because I saw it in time, no harm then.

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

A drunk night and België wafel

Yeah so last night was ok, Aina a.k.a Tequila girl turned 22. It was crowded at her place, but fun mingeling around. She had the nicest christmastree which I intend to steel pretty soon. And as usual she offered tequila, and when we were out of tequila the bottle of turkish pepper came along.

Today me Outi and Riikka went to a mall outside Kortrijk to wistit my beloved HM, but it was a big dissapointment. They just had the ugly old persons clothes. But I did find a skull belt and a superhero t shirt at another store for just 15 euro althogether.

The greatest thing though- we tasted Belgian waffles, and it was delicious. I´ve always thought they must be overrated, but NO! They are just as good as people says, if not better!

   
-Christmas beer tree                                          -Ana and Tequila girl


-Lovely waffle

Xo Xo Debbie Doll


I thought it was cherry

Well I realised I should have bought that dictionary. I bought a leffe beer at GB´s (supermarket) and thought it was cherry flavoured, but no -according to the online dutch dictionary Kerstbier means christmas beer. Who´s the stupid now. But the beer is tasty so I don´t mind. The pre party att big brother house doesnt start till 22pm, we think its way to late so we are starting earlier. Hope thoose foeigners will learn some manners soon.

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Finally weekend

Been a very intense week with all new impressions and long schooldays. But now ist finally friday and time for some party. Tomorrow will be spent in bed. Only wish I had an movie to watch or a book to read, im defenetly not gonna read my dutch book.

Peace out Debbie Doll

Update on Kortrijk

Well there hasen´t been much time for blogging yet, but now im free for the rest of the evening so i thought i´ll give you all an update. My flight to Bryssels went very smoothly and so did the trainride, I discovered that Belgium men are very polite and helpful. I didn´t need to drag my 20 kilo bag around myself, everyone offered to help me, on and off trains and they showed me where I should go and which time the train should take off and from where.
When I arrived in Kortrijk a man from the school named Jean-Paul picked me up, drove me around the town a bit and showed me the school. And he also took me and three other girls for a tour in the city and bought us some beers and gave us a ride home. Such a gentle man.

On saturday there were a party in big brother house, nice but not that exciting. Pretty lame drinkers but I´ll teach them.
Atleast the two finnish girls Outi and Riikka knows how to party! Nordic girls are born with a partyhat on it seems.

Yeah well now I have to learn how to count in Dutch....



Debbie Doll and Jean-Paul



Outi, Debbie Doll and Riikka


Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Basketballplayers

Went to a basketgame last night and that got me thinking, how much peer pressure is it in their showers?
There are some really big and tall black american guys and if black guys are as well equipt as its said, imagine the size of their basketball dicks!
Poor swedish 20 something guys whom have to take a shower with them, guess they will have scars for life

Xo Xo Debbie Doll 

Belgium

So now Tina is setteling down in Belgium/Kortrijk for 5 months. Internet is finally working, so I think I have to update you all. But not right now because I think im coming down with a feever. Not so convinient. Just want you all to know that the Kortrijk life is working out well, a lot of nice people but we have a crammed schedule for the next three weeks. Today our dutchclass started, kind of hard but it´ll come to a sense later on I think. I´ll upload some pics for yah all later!

xo xo Debbie Doll

freeeezin

This is the third day when its too cold to be outside, its minus 23 degrees!
Im so so bored, have nothing to do besides studying and that I dont like so I wont do it.
Thank good for Therese who left all of her DVDs for me to watch

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

Too busy again

Sorry but the weekend was a mess with parties, fuckable people and moving.
Think Ill have to take it easy for a while now, this week might have been some kind
of record...think it ended up with four people before Sunday.
Wasnt the only one though..haha say it with a K

Xo Xo Debbie Doll

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